just a huge sigh

I'm so annoyed. First, let me say I really don't want this blog to become just a huge complaint about my friend and his boyfriend. Even though it feels like it's becoming just that. Cause once again, I'm complaining. So I've been trying to get my friend to come up since I basically moved back here...in December. It hasn't happened yet. Anytime we attempt to plan, the boyfriend makes plans that conveniently make it so he can't come up. Tonight, while I was talking to him, I was once again attempting to find a weekend for him to come up. I picked a weekend...5 weeks away. His response, "I dunno. I doubt he'll plan anything. blah blah blah." To which I really want to be like "Once he finds out you want to come up here, he'll make plans! It doesn't matter that he won't have money! He'll make plans! He wants to keep you away from me!" Which of course, he doesn't see. And I won't say that to him. Even though I really, really, REALLY want to. And I'm just so annoyed. I shouldn't have to work so hard to get a friend to come see him. And the fact that I do have to work so hard is starting to make me question our friendship. Which I don't like. I just want to scream in his face that the boyfriend isn't good for him, that he wants to keep us apart (and is succeeding so far), that he just needs to dump him. But I'm so scared of the result because, while I'm questioning our friendship, I can't give him up just yet.